Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Sweet Dessert















Carrot Pudding. Sourish Sweet. Yum. Thanks Lor!

A sweet looking couple in their late-twenties ran this dessert store @ market street. I'm sure that is the reason why the place felt welcoming to me. A couple in love (i'm guessing) selling sweet healthy desserts and wanting to share their little world with you. Now how welcoming is that? very much so I say!

Besides, there is definitely something sweet and romantic (swoon~) about the idea of selling desserts together with the one you loved, tucked away at a corner of the busy city street.

My take? It's a little oasis in the unforgiving desert of a city. Definitely a good place to enjoy a nice relaxing bowl of dessert and just relax. =)

Saturday, January 27, 2007

Lingering uneasiness

I can't sleep. The image of the battered bicycle lying on the road remains fresh in my mind.

Hundred metres down, I saw another battered machinary. This time, it is in the form of a car. The car felt lifeless to me, with it's crumpled bonnet and boot and only one signal light blinking sporetically as it lies broken along the road divider.

No blood. No blue tents. No ambulance. Nothing. Nothing at all to signify injury or death have transpired. It was just car and bicycle, lying broken and lifeless at the side of the road.

A disquieting chill hits me. I didn't like what I saw. I felt uneasy.

So much so that I did the usual of stopping insteading of accompanying the ascent. Sorry.

I can't help but think a life was lost. I hope I'm wrong.

Friday, January 26, 2007

ITGC 3 Golden Rules

1. LHS = RHS

The LHS (Description of test performed) must be equal to the RHS(TOD/TOE documentation).

2. CYA

Always Cover your Ass (CYA) when performing the TOD/TOE. Always conform to TOE sampling size. Ask yourself this question, "Am I fulfilling the control objectives?"

3. Treat Reviewers as Idiots

Always document EVERYTHING and do not assume that the person reviewing your work know everything. Chances are, he/she knows nothing. So document as comprehensively as possible.

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Too logical a mind is not logical, me thinks.

Sigh. I can't stop thinking. I'm afraid. Logically, I shouldn't be, What-ifs scenarios doesn't warrant time for worrying.

Yet, the past seemed to haunt me. This time, the roles are reversed. Maybe that was how they felt in the past. Insecurity might be one of them to say the least. Maybe, this time, it will be my turn on the receiving end, finally. Time to payback what I took. Sigh.

D +24, offset +0. Too premature for phase change. But params are fluctuating. Puzzling.

Too logical a mind is not logical, me thinks.

STOP.

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Do I need a title?

!@#$%.....shitty day i say....so much crap happened today that i can't be bothered phrasing nicely. How often in one day can you feel worried, hurt (a minor bit), miserable, stressful, frustrated, irritated, tired, stupid, dejected in one stupid freaking day consisting of only 24hours?!?

I hated the way things are going, i hate the way things are being managed and I hate the way when it all seems to be my fault!

I did want i can at that point in time, rectified as much as I can and all I get is a bunch of negativity. I might as well don't do. I don't see the point in completing jobs when there isn't benefits then. no satisfaction no nothing. just a shitload of negativity.

Can't even be bothered to explain certain things. Don't think there is a need to. no one can do anything any way.

There ain't going to be a better day.

Saturday, January 20, 2007

Munch. zzzZzzzz

Munch munch. nice mushroomies.....nice fish.....nice chicken......wake up the nieghbourhood....dreamt of eating crabs, mushrooms and more crabs....nice stars....

sadly cold, brrrr, climb mountain of ice....colder....brrrrr.....zzzzzzz

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Conscious!

I want to jump into the Singapore River!! Conscious! Conscious! Conscious! All i can think of was Conscious! Walk a step. Conscious! Walk another step. Conscious! Conscious! Conscious!

I want to jump into Singapore River!!!

Sunday, January 14, 2007

There is always a time for everything, including love.















Love! It's in the air! It was announced to me in the form of an innocent looking creme coloured envelope when I woke up this morning. The joyous intent of the mail bursted forth the moment I peeled away the flap revealing the red invitation card.

*Grins*

What can I say? The word "Happy" do no justice to what I am feeling. Though I have not seen you and your spouse (using the term prematurely here from a chinese context) for like 4 years, I still remember the time I met up with the both of you quite vivdly. It seemed like yesterday. I can still remember the place we ate (MOS burger), the smell of the fries and the taste of the milk tea. But what I remembered most intensely was the both of you. Or rather, it was the fuzzy feeling of warmth flowing out from both of you.

Love was in the air back then and still is in the air now. And receiving this mail is attestation to that love. And the commitment of it.

Old friend, I'm so, so, so happy for the both of you. Truely.

Monday, January 08, 2007

The road is long...

When Frodo and Sam first set out on their quest to destroy the one ring, none of them knew what will be awaiting them. Even if they had known what lies ahead of their long and trecherous journey, I do not think they will shun from it. Because they had a noble cause; To destroy the one ring that threatens the peace on Middle earth.

My journey in life, metaphorically speaking, is far from noble. There is no ring for me to destroy. No world for me to save from the evil monster. Sadly, my life at this current phase is just to help others earn their profit, maintain their shiny BMW and keep them fat and happy.

Heh...perhaps life in reality is unfair. In the movie, sauron had to rely on his minons to be his hands and legs. Perhaps, because he was not material ,that even out the chance for Frodo to destroy the one ring. Ask Sauron to drive a BMW around frodo as he crawls towards Mordor and I'm sure he will be so demoralised that he would just throw the ring back at Sauron. Middle earth withstanding or not.

I can't pinpoint this tireness in me. I mean, I haven't been working as hard as others, i've been truthful to my policy of "not bringing work home","don't work over the weekends" and "to hell with impossible deadlines" yet I still feel drawn. Why? Why? Why? Is it the environment? Is it the people? Or is it the very nature of the work?

I think i already know the answer. Just that i'm merely refusing to acknowledge it.

Thursday, January 04, 2007

Days leading to 2007 in summary















22/12/06 :Yum yum Steamy boat...guess who was the LAST person still eating? heh heh gluttony...
















26/12/06 :Toyota Estima, 3L... might be V6 bah...could there be a 3L in-line 4/6 for toyota? mmm dual sunroof, HID light and an automatic sliding door. Powerful, quiet and ultimately, boring. It's a toyota lah....
















27/12/06: Ascott's Somerset Serviced apartments in KL.... home away from home for 3 days...
















27/12/06: Dan-dan mian....yummy! it's better than the one I had at Crystal Jade...



















30/12/06 : Celebrating AHP bday at Crystal Jade, Takashimaya
















01/01/07 : Drunk over the new year at Tanjong Rhu
















03/01/07 : Back to work @ client's place....paper galore man....

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

First post for 2007

Rain. The soft splattering of these tears from heaven on the earth magically produces a soothing, flowing river of music which calms all souls living on it. And when the rain finally stops, the invigorating smell of rain dew will spill across the earth, symbolising the start of a new and fresh beginning.

Perhaps... Perhaps that is why it always rains in December, to cleanse away the old and worn 2006 and to prepare for the arrival of the spanking new 2007.

Goodbye 2006. Hello 2007.

Sunday, December 31, 2006

First time in my life...

Was travelling along CTE towards AMK just out of the tunnel behind Orchard road at ard 12am when I saw a motorcyclist lying on the road...instinctively, i pulled over and tottered over to help. I tell you, i've never seen so much blood (except in movies maybe) in my life. Blood was like on the road and on the concrete perch he was sitting on. It looks really red...sigh...

After stoning for a while, i called for an ambulance for the poor old uncle who was sitting at the side. While I ran back to the car to get water ,the other person who was helping the poor uncle decided his work is done and scootered off...leaving me alone with the uncle!

Luckily, he was concious and able to speak, just that he had serious open wounds on his leg... all i can do (and dare to do) was to help clean off the blood around the wounds.

Luckily for me, the ambulance arrived shortly so i just took the opportunity to sit beside the concrete perch considering that not alot of people can have the chance to sit along the CTE and admire at the passing cars. I wondered about all those drivers that was passing along, how many of them would come to the conclusion that I was probably the one who knock down the uncle. Sigh. i hate being wronged... but nevermind...

Once the old uncle was safely in the ambulance, i pulled off from the accident spot on my merry way and running slightly late (oops...sorry pud!).

It turns out that a lorry had hit him and ran away...sigh... i guess once you are frightened, you will have a tendancy to run bah...luckily, the uncle is fine, just that he needs to be kept under observation over the new year...

What a way to end 2006.

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

KL

Will be away in KL from today till thursday. During this time, you cannot contact me via phone (all thanks to the fact that I forgot to activate autoroam) but I shall try to check my email (not office mail definately) at least once to see if there are any urgent emails (like maybe the sky is falling or something).
Might need to bring more phonebooks to KL, i don't think my Singapore S$1 dollar stamp will work over there...need malaysian stamps maybe...
















Botak Jones @ Christmas Eve... I tell you...the fries...it's 不必花生 one....i swear off fries for the rest of the year! Fish and Chip is good, lamb chop is good(esp the mint jelly, it numbs your tongue), the chicken is tough according to pudding (but i think her mouth "tougher" aka meanie) and my two tower burger isn't exactly facinating .

Ok ok...got to sleep....

Trust. Don't betray it. Please.

Monday, December 25, 2006

Merry Christmas...ZZzzzzzz



No...this wasn't a christmas eve dinner...this was way before that....like Friday night...heh...nice. simple. cheap. Good company.

I realise...so many outings happened over the last few days that I forget where I went, what I did or what I do...

All i remember was taking an exam paper....brood over it and panic over it...cos I dun get the fundamental reasoning behind them(it took a while) and wonders if the exam can fail one or notz...then i realise first question i was racking my brains over it, frowning over the second question, mathematically crappy by the 3rd question and pretty much brain dead by the fourth. hahaha...moral of the story, never take exams at 4.30am.

In other story,I found this paragraph lying somewhere in my brain:

Every relationship starts in a frenzy, in essence. They follow a parabolic (assuming nothing is done to sustain the relationship), Y=BX-AX^2 , where X is from 0 to + inf. Y is defined as intensity, X as time and A (intensity),B(time) are variables. However, If sustaining the relationship (commitment etc) is on both person’s agenda, then the variables A, B will increase and the parabolic takes on a far gradual decline and finally tapers off. Naturally, in the course of the relationship, the variables A, B can vary, changing the health of the relationship. But they are all still parabolic. This means that as long as one/both are not committed enough (small A,B), the curve will eventually be 0 in a short time, marking the end of a relationship. But as long as both are committed, i.e; the variables A,B will be large, when Y=0, X=0 and X = V, where V increases with increasing A,B, prolonging the relationship period matching the couple’s life time and beyond.

Sunday, December 17, 2006

2001 A-class















Elk test. The one incident that sticks out like a sore thumb for the A-class during it's development. Coupled with the fact that Mercedes was cutting development work down to 2 years (or was it 5 years?) instead of 7 years during that point in time meant that this car had a shoestring reputation (and perhaps development budget) attached to it.

So how did this baby mercedes fair 5 years down the road? And to answer that, I've driven the A-class over several occasions during the period of the past few years and decided, well, riding on the reputation of a mercedes (even in brand concious Singapore) isn't gonna get me all excited about this toaster on wheels.
















To be honest, mercedes has always meant solid engineering, solid quality and solid reliability to me. Yes, the car is still solid (you need muscular arms to open the door), the engine is solid (decent charm from the 1.6L engine if you wrangle it by it's neck) and the ride feels quiet and comfortable on well paved roads.

What I cannot accept from this mercedes is it's less than solid quality of built, it's solid woodblock handling on the roads and the-utter-lack-of-common-sense coming from engineers who is clever enough to squeeze the A-class engine underneath the passengers to give it a low CG but not smart enough to figure that having an armrest right above the handbrake isn't exactly very clever at all.

Let's talk about the quality of built. Being a mercedes, you would expect reliability but strangely, I can't find that anywhere in the A-class. The brake grumbles and groans, the indicator stalk creaks (yes it actually creaks like old floorboard), the needles in the speedometer are actually plastic needles with the tip painted orange and the most amazing of it, the car emits a buzzing noise in reverse gear.


Handling. Well, being a small car, trust me, the turning radius is as large as a cargo ship's at full port rudder. The steering feels detached from the road, the semi-auto gearbox sluggish and retarted, the suspension announces the arrival of every minor bumps on the road by crashing through it and everytime you make a turn at slightly higher speeds, it feels as if the car prefer to go around the bends lying on it's side.

Now the minor (but very irritating) gripes. As mentioned, the handbrake is located under the arm rest and you have to lift the arm rest up all the time to get to the handbrake. The rear seats have very nice headrest except that it's blocking the entire rear window view. Why would Mercedes put in 3 big headrest when it completely blocks the rear view? At full lock, the wheels will not straighten itself and you got to turn the steering yourself. Very nasty if you are caught unaware during a U-turn.















As they always say, u sow what you reap. And Mercedes efforts in cost cutting (cutting corners and earning more porfits) showed in this car. As a person who is facinated by cars, it is a dream to even drive a Mercedes. But sadly, the A-class crashes the euphoric feeling of driving a mercedes (like it's suspension) . I still remember 4 years ago when I first drove it, I was bordering denial that such a well respected marque would produce bread toasters on wheels.


A-Class it might be called. But A class, it sure isn't.

Pictures to do the talking .....













Yellow Flowers sitting pretty in the sunlight...













View of the City from Mt Faber, actually it's more of a shot of the omnious rain clouds



















pretty flowers!















Faber Point














parliament house and the Supreme Court where supreme control and judgement is made













B is back! Hee... miss this cute little furry, fat and pampered dog! A definate Babe Magnet! hahaha... *grins*

Thursday, December 14, 2006

2008 Mitsubishi Lancer and Aged Tawny














The long awaited Mitsubishi Lancer good for 2007 fall launch. No details of the interior yet but I hope it is as modern as it gets. To be honest, the new design is slightly of a let-down, after their stunning Concept X. The 2008 Lancer seems to have lost a tad of the aggresiven stance that made the Concept X design an all alluring one.
































A Vintage Year! Penfolds Aged Tawny. Absolutely marvellous! A pinch of Bitterness followed by sweet after taste. 3 of us finished a bottle in a night...

Saturday, December 09, 2006

Jingle Bell *grins*

Jingle Bell Jingle Bell Writing Draft ML
All my fun is to write ML to CliENTs Hey! (x2)

Jingle Bell Jingle Bell Writing Draft ML
Write ML give client a nice christmas day Hey!

Working through the night,
Getting your facts right,
filling in the TOD
And failing TOE! Hey!

Jingle Bell Jingle Bell Writing Draft ML,
All my fun is to write ML to Clients Hey! (x2)

Coming Christmas Day,
Rushing out MLs,
Just to give our lovely friends,
ML as present!

Jingle Bell Jingle Bell Writing Draft ML,
All my fun is to give ML..... As..... presents!

Friday, December 08, 2006

Of whole line fish and a stupid expensive !@#$% EZ-card



















It's been almost 1 year since I last ate this whole line fish from Fish & Co. And it is still as good. The fish meat is still as fluffy and light. The taste still has the lingering freshness of the ocean.

It lifts the soul after a bad day at work.

I bought a new EZ-link card as the NUS card expires the end of the year. I thought I was cheap enough to get a new card after my NUS card has a negative value (-0.40) in it. Sadly, the EZ-link card company is cheaper than me by selling me the card at S$15!!! With $5 unrefundable!!!!!

But the worse thing is, I found an EZ-link card in my old wallet at home.....I. Feel. So. ARGHHH.

Thursday, December 07, 2006

Sweet lil childhood song!

歌曲:拥抱我 歌手:光良


当我还是小孩的时候
最快乐是你牵我的手
一起和这音乐自由跳动
那么简单不需要理由
一年一年张大了以后
我们不再容易被感动
是否世界变了你也变了
记忆中的旋律却依旧
温习回味你曾拥抱我
想念只在这一个角落
生命中最美最美的那一刻
笑容藏在你我的心中



Memories of the simple life we had as a kid....sigh~ nothing but a memory now....